Last night after getting time to settle down and relax, I took a trip home as I try to do every night. When In the OtherWorld I was greeted with my love. Smiling I took her in my arms and held her for a long while. Well it seemed so. She already knew why as she was reading my energy, my thoughts. Knowing that with out her and others at my side while in the realm that I live now in this incarnation, I would be quite lost. I have thought of the other past life times after leaving my Family, My friends who live with in the OtherWorld. The life times I had with out remembering who I am. With out remembering the loved ones I had left. Even in the past life times a few times i came close to awakening, Never fully did. Few life times I felt that they where there, but pushed them away. They never left me and always stood at my side. I am aware of how Hard it was for them, Me being away. As we had discussed before. Tonight though, I asked others to come other family members, and friends, Where I had let them all know that i was so grateful for them being there all this time. Though being apart of both realms can be challenging at times. I would not have it any other way. They have helped me grow in this realm, They have helped me connect to the OtherWorld again. To my home. They helped me with day yo day life in this realm. Even had a hand in me meeting others who are like my self Reincarnated who i known from so many years ago. Even getting to meet a few of them in the OtherWorld, Sense we haven't gotten the chance to meet in this realm. Having good laughs, food, and drinks with great friends and family an amazing thing. One I will cherish beyond this life time.