"every artist see things differently", yes this is so, each new look reveals something too, so we see things in change. 

"what appears to define an edge of the subject, the edge of colours" - an interesting thought Vlada, one that I read several times.

What I've tried the last few months is something new for me, eg my painter friend will draw a subject he enjoys then I paint the subject and somehow or other the image is "vitalised" by the merging of energies.  For instance he's always loved circuses and clowns so I've tried my hand at clowns, not a subject that I would have chosen, but I've managed to capture something I wouldn't normally have been attracted to.  

Yeah I'm not into painting things like clowns I'm more nature orientated only, flowers, trees, plants, native nature scenes, animals, birds things that take my eye when I'm out n about on my treks.. plus they are the things I'd like being seen on my own homes walls really..so I have a distinct style in my media with water colour paint being my specialty medium preference. I just know how to work with it to bring out the thing I'm painting.. I can sit in nature and paint directly too define it from the pencil sketch to the painting itself adding more & building it up as I go, thus I do have difficulty with larger paintings, I tend to get bored of the long process, I tend to get impatient with it, so I stick to smaller projects to be able to finish them, to move on to the next.. this is why the blossom one is being put on the back burner for now, not forgotten fully as I really do want a larger painting of that, but keep putting it off, and doing these small ones, it will eventuate one day ..I will endeavor to get the tulip magnolia one done.. I can do that in a smaller size and I have another of native manuka tree trucks I'd like to paint also, so these can be like grouped on a wall together..

Yes, for me too, the large scale painting on a big canvas was a test of both confidence and patience.  My attention has been on a couple of smaller paintings recently on the subject of narrowboat art, one painting being the canal boat roses and another of a castle with a rose.  The narrowboat painting I mentioned a while back I decided on glazing it and I know that if I need to add a tweak here and there that it will come when ready.  During this time  - the last 12 months in particularly I've tried out acrylic paints and recently I bought some metallic acrylics to experiment with.  I painted off and on with watercolours during the time I've had an interest in learning to express myself in colour and form.  I really stepped out of my comfort zone with the clowns but in some ways I'm glad I did as it was a totally new experience.