Greetings and Kaeasha

[Derek Moore]

Newest elf'lin to inhabit your boards. I am going to keep this short, as my profile and first blog says it all and I hate repeating posts over and over.  I will leave it at this...

You can call me Derek (my mundane human name) or Ked (my night elven name). I respond to either. Something led me to this site, I guess it was fate. karma, kygo or whatever you wish to call it. I am indeed pagan and I do practice magick craft but heed me well, I am NOT Wiccan. I say that not as a bad thing or to put others down. I am just clarifying. If you ask my faith, its the Elven faith. Mostly I work with moon magick, also crystals and sagas. I also divine, through a set of runes of my own design , graced to me from my gods, that I hold dear.

I may as well just warn you all know, I am considered "weird!" Even in the pagan community. Mainly because I do not conform to ancient gods and modern pagan boundaries. So if you ask me something about my faith, craft or life style you are guaranteed "weirdness." You have been warned. LOL!

Derek/Ked

[Morell Sunweaver]

Then you might fit right in among us.

Many here are actualy wirdos in some or other way, me included. Actualy when you say it so, it makes me wish to know more, if you're willing to tell.

Anyway I hope you'll feel well here.

[Derek Moore]

Thanks Morell. If that's the case I will do what I can to remain 'weird'. LOL. I am not that great in describing me inner elf. Or whatever I am. Elf-Dragon-Gothic-Vampire-thingy. A bit of each resides inside of me.  Someone called me a Dro or something like that once. He said it was a Elf that lives in the earth. I forget. But it did not fit me at all because he said those people are chaotic. For the most part I am an elf of the night forest and the moon. As such all my magickal work is based on these aspects. I see my gods as elven, very vibrantly. My Verjja Brej (Holy Book) is in Elven. My runes and divination cards are elven. My saga spell-work is in elven. Yeah, I am class A "Weirdo."

Thanks for the well wishes.

Morell Sunweaver said:

Then you might fit right in among us.

Many here are actualy wirdos in some or other way, me included. Actualy when you say it so, it makes me wish to know more, if you're willing to tell.

Anyway I hope you'll feel well here.

[Morell Sunweaver]

Derek Moore said:

Thanks Morell. If that's the case I will do what I can to remain 'weird'. LOL. I am not that great in describing me inner elf. Or whatever I am. Elf-Dragon-Gothic-Vampire-thingy. A bit of each resides inside of me.  Someone called me a Dro or something like that once. He said it was a Elf that lives in the earth. I forget. But it did not fit me at all because he said those people are chaotic. For the most part I am an elf of the night forest and the moon. As such all my magickal work is based on these aspects. I see my gods as elven, very vibrantly. My VerjjaBrej (Holy Book) is in Elven. My runes and divination cards are elven. My saga spell-work is in elven. Yeah, I am class A "Weirdo."

Thanks for the well wishes.

Elf-Dragon-Gothic-Vampire-thingy... I wanted you to describe yourself, not me! Hahaha...

Have to rewrite my profile here anyway...

[Derek Moore]

Not sure if I can really call myself a goth or vampire. Its probably more of just a fetish or something. I do not know. There are just some night where I sit back and think "Tonight's a great night to grab my leather jacket and head to the city, to see what the other children of the night are doing." or "I should head to the roof and do some moon bathing....and pray I do not have to face some "darkling" trouble.

There are so many things that make me click. Some times I am deep in some ancient forest with barely a loincloth and bow, alone with nature. Other times in a modern day bustling metropolis clad in leather, clubbing and keeping my eyes out for 'pirian and lyth' trouble.  But its more than just a fantasy to me. Its something deep inside of me. Lets face it, my soul has 50 zip-codes.

[Morell Sunweaver]

I can be called both, but vampire for sure. It is cute to see how you enjoy different experiences and you seem comfortable in them too.

[Derek Moore]

Well as I see it, if you are not comfortable who you are, then its time to find out who you really are and embrace it. I am still not sure where some of what I feel deep in me fits, but its fun figuring it out. At the very least I am a child of the night. Love sunsets, how they paint the sky, Love dusk when things get paisley in color and the fireflies flicker in the night. Love the night as the moon arches over the starry sky while owls and wolves sing, no matter what her phase is.

Don't get me wrong, I love the daytime too. But the night is when I am empowered.

[Morell Sunweaver]

Derek Moore said:

Don't get me wrong, I love the daytime too. But the night is when I am empowered.

Well, that makes two of us. Especialy when the night rises, for me, but apparently for you too.

And about me and comfort... well, we can talk that on chat or PM, barely anyone trully accepts me and my problems as they are and it is rare to understand me. But that is no problem. People are various and we all have some small rarity in us, that is hard for others to even believe in.