It feels like, perhaps in a past life, I used to be what is called "elven" / “wood elf” or something along those lines. From celtic/irish/norse mythology/Tuatha de danann? (not a Tolkien elf, thought I know he was heavily inspired by mythology and whatnot) I LOVE LotR though, so don’t get me wrong :P
I’m shorter, 5′5, brown hair, green eyes (Italian features, yes, so it may have nothing to do with a possible connection to anything “wood elven” at all)
I feel like that's the best way I can describe where my spirit comes from though. Whatever/whoever used to be in Ireland? I want to go there. I feel a huge connection to nature; a connection that feels more spiritual than just simply "enjoying nature". I am baptized catholic. I don't go to church as much as I "should", but I feel closest to God/Jesus in nature. I question religion a lot because it's been so tainted by mankind, I don't know what the real truth is anymore, and I'm too afraid to ask for guidance from a priest for an "awakening" like this.
I don't necessarily have "memories" of a past life, but thoughts that feel familiar. When I think about things like walls of trees; green leaves draping down, with paths to what I could call "home" snaking between them, I feel like I should be there. I should be among others like me, in some distant realm where I'm not considered a "tree hugger" or "hippy", but one of the people.
There is a place I love to visit, called Fort Niagara. It isn't the fort itself, but the park area. There is a little stone beach where I can see Toronto on the horizon on a clear day, then there is a small wooded area, where I like to walk the path and enjoy the company of the trees. Whenever I go there, I feel like it's where I'm supposed to be. That there's almost like, a portal I cannot see, but feel, to my home, where I once lived. That the spirits, the elves, my people, are calling from behind the trees, but I cannot see them in this body. I can only feel them with my spirit. And when I am away from this area, I feel homesick. That I need to go back - I have an ache to find this "portal" and get out of this world, and go home.
I feel like I am searching for my other half, perhaps someone who is still in this realm I'm looking for, or is here on earth, like me, looking to find our people and go home. I feel like I am missing someone. I am afraid sometimes I'm missing someone who doesn't exist. I can see a face that I recognize, and feel familiar with, but don't know who or where they are. But I see their face and I know them, yet I don't. I have an aching pain to find them and be with them again. I feel a familiar thought, waking to their face, the sunlight peaking between the window slats and illuminating their eyes. And they look at me in a way no one on earth has before. I've been traumatized here on earth, and thinking of their face makes me feel safe, and valid, again. And makes me miss them terribly.
I have a lust for adventure and discovery that involves nature and wildlife - not what could be called popular tourism spots; malls, hotels, restaurants, stores, etc. I want to walk among trees, down unknown paths that lead to ancient waters. I want to step inside cold caves to see what treasures or horrors lie in the darkness. I want to run in fields of bluebells.
Maybe I’m not an elf at all, but something similar. I don’t know.
Hello and Welcome. I do agree very interesting Information of your self you had shared. Those around me said to trust in what you feel. Look within your self to gain more insight on your self gaining more answers.
As for me You may seek some one still in the OtherWorld. Like my self and many others i know their love lives in another realm but are also with us quite often. Maybe He is someone who calls to you. :)
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