Hello ~ Greetings ~ Merry Meet ~ Céad Míle Fáilte

[Autumn Blackwood]

I am not very good at introducing myself so I will just write whatever comes out aye' 

My journey most the time has been a lonely one; only because the women in my family were scared to be open with their knowledge and gifts and did not practice as they should have. Though I am grateful and what I mean by this is that I find myself to be natural when it comes to my own personal path. I have gone to great lengths and even heartaches to come to where I am today - it's sad to say but even had been abused for my beliefs by someone who was my elder and in a position of power and authority, this individual was hiding behind Christianity and using witchcraft and yet whoever this person (not naming names I am not that kind of person) felt was a threat or whatever was going through their mind would isolate and abuse the other person. 

I have always known about my Celtic side and especially my Celtic past life but I was in the beginning Eclectic while I was learning if you wish to put it that way or finding myself. Then I thought no I will and need to start following my ancestry and ancestors so since my Bulgarian/Germanic heritage is the strongest and what I mean is that we follow traditional Gothic Asatru/Heathenry and our Chants are in the Gothic language and even my Croatian side of the family I have this connection so it makes sense to me - I hope your following me. So when I was becoming isolated and attacked and a big warfare on me started that is when I had the Morrigan come into my life very strongly; to the point I would start to see Crows everywhere and I am not joking now. She made sure I was listening to her to the point she would have Crows screeching and giving me her message's through my bedroom window that I was being attacked by witchcraft, it was intense let me tell you. In the end with the help of Goddess Morrigan I came out the stronger one - this individual who was attacking me was making my life unbearable and my health was not good let me tell you. My mother had to fly interstate to come and help me. Like I said I am okay now !!! If I missed anything sorry about that, with current events I am working on opening myself up again and trusting people and I am sure that is understandable right. 

All I can say is Hail Morrigan

So now I am back to myself, I feel that I can go back to helping others again. 

[Autumn Blackwood]

Yes please thank you, I appreciate it more than you know. 

[Tara]

Oh wow.

Yes,I understand

Recently I am understanding my identity

It’s very important to self identify

i am doing healing sessions online now I have a simple procedure
let me know if you’re interested. It’s no charge I hope to see results

xoxo

[Autumn Blackwood]

I will try to explain the best way I can, so I have always been practicing then I took a break. I was doing small spell work here and there don't get me wrong and my intuition and psychic abilities are always on high alert that will never change. I had no choice but to take a step back because I was going through a major health scare and problems at the time. This is when I met this individual, I feel that I am lucky that I met this person online even though it was quite easy for me to have a relationship with this person offline but they are just way too messed up but in a sense that was to my advantage in some ways too. This person knows nothing about me at all or my path since I am Pisces Ascendant I can be very secretive but I feel the need to do this out of my own protection and I am so very thankful to be listening to my own guidance and intuition right. So having a connection with the Gods and Spirits from such a young age has created a safe haven for me I feel and that because of my wise choices that when I was actually being attacked they came in loud and clear and that was to warn me and say hey time to get back on that path. It was okay because I was over the worst and don't get me wrong I had good days and bad days because while I was fighting a novice witch, mind you who is absolutely childish and yet my elder and in the position of authority in the country I am born in and I will leave it at that. I started to worship Goddess Morrighan and don't get me wrong I was scared because I never worked with her before and being a healer myself I am not one to get into warfare and I still get sad thinking about it. So now I have dedicated a whole altar to my beautiful Phantom Queen and I have her protecting me from now on and yes I will always be a healer but I will have my Morrighan too and I have found that while protecting me I was able to continue my healing without any trouble or spiritual attacks any longer. I learned a lot from Ogham Academy - YouTube Channel only because I didn't want to do anything to disrespect or offend the Morrighan. There are a lot of chants and spells out there for the Phantom Queen but I always think it's important to be careful and use discernment and I am not one for the Demonic side of practice - of course each to there own no disrespect intended at all. I just wanted to try and keep it as traditional as possible but I don't mind some of the new Eclectic Pagan beliefs but I only go with what feels right to me of course. I had to learn her Magickal Correspondes too, and as for her protection and protective ways I feel that being a Phantom Goddess has put fear into my enemy and this is being revealed through divinations and that now this person respects me. The Morrighan teaches us also to be our own warriors and in that can be a form of protection too and it's important that was are able to have a sense of self defense. What I have learned that everyone's experience with The Morrighan will always be different, some have gone through a dark night of the soul also and sharing dark dreams they have experienced etc. Again it depends on every individual and how they practice too, I like to be natural.

[Tara]

Oh my goodness I am so glad you are here and feeling well again, that is a story that is so vital to know and yet in our society very denied by many. I am curious to know what protective ways you have developed. Soon I am going into more high profile situation so I am looking for powerful supporters to help. Holding space here is a very important but also geo at in sacred and energetic spaces is so vital.