connecting again

[BlueTiger]

After a long day of this and that, I got the time to sit down and Meditate, Went home to the OtherWorld to spend time with friends and family. I decided to arrive at a the banks of the Loch near home first. When I arrived It was a bit cold, and cloudy. How ever the water still had its shimmer to it that I love. My love sensed that I was there and she arrived as well. I had just needed to connect to this place again. So I reached out with my energy and felt all that was around me. Connect to it a bit more. Was feeling a bit less connected to the OtherWorld so i did need this. Even though I do try to go there every day I do not always get to connect to the place like i need to.  After doing so we arrived at home in the main room. Fire was lit and it was nice and warm. my love came and brought me my favorite drink. We sat on the long couch her back against my chest and we just enjoyed the moment. After a while she asked why i have not tried finding love here. She knows i want to some time, but havnt tried. She again let me know she is ok with it, she knows that i do miss having someone. So i told her maybe some day i will find some one but will just let it happen. How ever i will be open to her about you and my family here as well.  She smiled.  We talked about some other things about the OtherWorld also let me know that my son while at his moms he is having problems with his brother and his stepdad. She told me whats going on which did confirm what son was telling me. Which i believe my son. So she let me know some one was watching him while he is there. And will every time he goes there.  After a bit she felt that i was getting sleepy, So i came back to (well will call it the physical) and done a bit then went to bed. When laying there felt my love come in and lay against me holding me.