Married and widowed today

[Tara]

I have been in Iove with the most wonderful man for ten beautiful years but life caught us and though we enjoyed great beauty of nature, our home and lives we put off a formal wedding. Until today, after he became suddenly ill with failing liver and knowing he would pass imminently, we were married at 4 pm. 12:04 today, midnight he passed peacefully. I am so grateful to have known and been so loved by this sweet one. We adored one another and cherished one another. I  hope even beyond the physical as I still feel him with me and I hope he stays by my side. Two but one. Still, I know I will need support and if you are interested in helping me as a friend, please let me know as I will need to internet call many loving friends for support this holiday season. Right now I have so many tasks and details with family, mainly, but I want to reach out for support I know I’ll need in these next months. Loving joy and blessed hearts, Tara

[Tara]

Just reading your loving posts Vlada, Morell and others, following the funeral ceremony for my husband this weekend. It is uncomfortable having understanding as expressed here of everlasting life and serving in ceremony for others mainly  at all levels of understanding of this life process and to simultaneously feel the joy of love now completely beyond physical and the ache of loss, too. I can hardly bear to be in public but that is ok too since it feeds the inward Journey. I just look forward to nightfall and the beauty of music and soft voices. 
Music assuages the break in the waves between the dimensions which can be rough to traverse. Love and gratitude to all. 

[Tara]

Thank you so appreciative of your soothing words and thoughts. What I am experiencing now is so profound. I wanted to share with you in particular the messages I have been receiving from my beloved since he passed. First the visitations of scores upon scores of forest raven flying above our home before during and since his passing - So unmistakably powerful flying above mountains in the mists and blue skies. Also, the rainbow in the sky my beloved brought to me which you can see here. Despite the intense beauty of all this I am still human and need your uplifting grace of conversation, friendship at this time, thank you seems too small of words to express but yes, yes yes. Love, Tara

[Morell Sunweaver]

A medal... :D Yeah! I agree!

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

I'm so sorry for your loss Tara, my condolences & congratulations to you both on your marriage all rolled into one, but I must say also.. woah 10 years of extended life with your assistance & love, that in itself is amazing, and something to hold onto as a blessing of giving life,is that life you gave him .. you were in a sense like a huge life tree, one that nourished him, then planted a seed that bloomed with beautiful colors and creations full of forms and perfect strokes in your manifestation of giving him space, your soul heart space & felt love & energy & a sense of being alive still during his illness.. so in despite this illness & his hard struggles trapped in his frail body..you deserve a medal of honour for that, not that your looking for one.. but you get what I mean dont you!..your just such a wonderful loving giving soul and he saw that in you, he loved all that about you too the most, as your strength as a giving soul..he was a very lucky man to have you, but remember he has not left you, he has just marked the end of this life here and entered the passage into the next dimension of time,so celebrate his life memories he gave you that hes left behind & the new phase of his life hes now entered...Yet we are here to support you here in what ever way you want us to..we hug you with Love...

Kutuel esei et whanu em se te moi...

“This place is a dream. Only a sleeper considers it real. Then death comes like dawn, and you wake up laughing at what you thought was your grief.”

~ Rumi

[Tara]

Thank you, yes I will be there Morell and I look forward to chatting with you all at the meet 12th, Arethinn. When I am able to, which may be awhile, I look forward to contributing more dedicatedly to the ElvenWorld. I am grateful to come and read your beautiful words, see your creations and just hang out. I am reading a book called Afterlife Revolution about two lovers one in physical and one non physical who stayed together, so thank you for saying that, Morell. with many tears of love, Tara

[Morell Sunweaver]

And I'm sure that he will remain and support you for your entire life if you will need.

[Morell Sunweaver]

SO far I seem to have free time 22th - 25th december. I'll try to keep skype online and being on call.

[Arethinn aTinderel]

I'll be posting about it soon anyway, but the next SF Bay meetup will be on Sunday the 12th if you feel up to stopping by to chat.