High sensitivity...highly sensitive people

[Tara]

Dear all, what do you think about "highly sensitive people" and other labels like indigo crystal? Do you think highly sensitive or other labels maybe crystal indigo autism asperger are related to high sensitivity and more acute perceptions? I am curious because I feel such a strong bond to others who are sensitive and cannot understand brute force competitiveness, and flashy disconnected world very often, I would rather be outdoors and perceive I think more in natural world than others who prefer nature but not so sensitive about it. but for me it does not seem I have a choice I must be chill in nature to function at all, bright flashy cruelty even in films hard to endure. What do you feel about it?

[Morell Sunweaver]

High senzitivity brings not just making things easier, but harder as well... as everything. I don't feel it as anything like being higher beings. They are more senzitive, that's all difference. This world is weird, but it has purpose. I found god way in finding strengh. Face everything like warrior, as opportunity to test my sterngh and will. Every problem just as another drill...

Maybe sounds strange, but that's it. Higher senzitivity is just... not sure if i describe it propethhy, but it is just what we have as something to start. It's on the people, what they'll do with it, if train or let fade.

I see no difference, only one is, that if you are not high senzitive, you can become one in time, if you want. We're free to become anything, if we do it with the will of ballance, than enything is possibe. And this ballance is gentle and tough at the same time. Cats are very gentle and love cuddling, but when they attack, they can do much damage, for example.

I belive you describe your feeling for the weak ones. My feeling about them si to lead them to became strong. To make them stend up and follow THEIR way and be able to keep it. But not to be rough and agressive, you undesrtand, but to be able to have good life, to be free.

I don't like cometitioning mind of this human world either. The gods fighting fot worhshippers in orther to get power of their minds, that gives them strengh. They are slavemasters, i think. Not all of them, but they are. When I was speaking with one of christians, I saw grater light being behind him, but it was controling that human. like a puppet. It was partuculary within his head, looking at me throw his eyes. Can feel good, but not for me. there is difference betwen light and light...

I aleready stopped watching the TV. I hate ads and TV news are just making me mad nad aching for scuisside. One of the worst programmes ever. In this I'm even hypersensitive. However it is possible to avoid this, or just watch it for a while and then leave.

There is way, that we can carry, we must just find it and then go. It is individual, so everyone must find his/her own, but the graeat thing is that even everyone on his own path we can all go together.

[Tara]

Hey, your comment is so profoundly true for me. I agree with all you are saying. I too choose the simple path, which does take work to train in the way, like warrior slashing through a dark night with sword of light. I am still searching for my way to teach ... By which I mean only to be of service. So far I have been unable to find a human group/organization that has an already beaten path. I agree with Krisnamurti and you, that the path can only be for individual by individual, and there really can be no teachers but friends can give support as we travel a sometimes rough road. I am interested to know also what others feel who are here. I believe we are all on our way home by which I mean becoming into a state of ever greater harmony. The force of human world is mind blowing. It is my magical wish our Elven presence can bring greater peace

[Morell Sunweaver]

Thanks for your words. I also hope that our presence will help this world. Becasuse there isn't much more, we can do, than live our lives the best we can and allow those, who needs elven presence to find us with help of spiritual beings and guides.

For elf it is very difficult to fit into human organisation. This is, why I left Jedi academy. (but stayed in the order) I didn't fit there. I felt so uncomfortable, even though that these people are really good people and love is filing the air on their meetings. It is not dreaming about fascinating Jedi, it is very much realistic earth Jediism. Maybe I really need to feel that I'm not chained to any organisation with my sign or promise... I'l continue writting later. It is so late. good night in the light of the ethernal light of the stars.

[Morell Sunweaver]

And about way home... Few times I visited other worlds, just for a while, but it was interesting. When meditating in forrest I was grabbet by green energy and I entered elvenhome, probably. guarded by magic and acessable only by it as well, I fear. Then I woke up and I fwelt that I was just second ago I was on different place, bit confuzing, but great experience. The forest feld so filed with harmony, and I was as well.

Anyway I belive that we already are home, that through our heart, we are connected with it an when we opens our heart, we can be there anytime, anywhere. It is the strengh of the heart, wher the energy of earth and the stars combine in love, where is our strengh to teleport, to see another dimensions and places, through our heart we are connected to whole multiverse.

[Tara]

I agree Morell, there are dimensions that are in better harmony living from the heart. Hopefully humanity will evolve into that higher state soon and our planet will be safe. humans so egotistical... don't even know the abundant life in this dimension and the many others that live here on Earth. They actually think they are the only ones here. Its hard not to be angry or sad about the cruelty and disconnectedness of humankind, but I am trying to stay calm. When once I was near a stream I became the stream it was sublime. That is here but also elsewhere at one moment and when moment does not even exist as time.

[Tara]

I agree. It becomes harder and harder to meditate when there is so much environmental stress. Have to get labeled as disabled or allergic or with autism to get the accommodation of downtime or clean food or natural light from sun instead of blinding fluorescent lights or time to watch the flowers grow.Makes me angry,too.p.s u r perfect the way u r