From my otherkin personal story to the Christ ascension path in Final Times

[Esther M.]

Hi there...

It's been an extremely long time without logging in.

I've spontaneously thought it would be a good thing to share a little bit about my otherkin story now that I've matured some ideas in my mind throughout the years and reached some personal conclusions around the subject. I'll also be giving some references. Maybe this could help someone.

You know, I always had this inner feeling of not belonging to this world, which went from unconcious to very concious at a given moment. I remember myself asking my parents about fairies and making drawings of people with pointy ears, and sometimes wings, from the age of 8 or so. I naturally began to mentally unify my identity with these majestic beings that conveyed such a spiritual presence to me. I intuitively began to express this in my way of dressing, and realized that my motivations such as the protection of animal rights and my passion for dancing, as well as my clumpsy and absent-minded nature, even some physical traits, fitted very well into this identity.

Each time I saw a video game or a film with elven-like characters I just thought "oh, these are my people". I remember, for instance, liking very much the film "The Magical Story of the Leprechauns" as a child, and later I was amazed by the elegance of the elves in the LOTR. I found a Youtube channel called High Elven Wisdom and Love who orbited around that LOTR otherkin topic, and which helped me a lot at that moment. I also joined some communities such as this one and snooped around Fb groups.

Nevertheless, there was always something missing. My feelings are the following: I find that most of the elven or fairy otherkin people on the net are very down to earth and attached to the natural world like me, which is fantastic and part of our nature. But they also seem to be hooked on the dark side of it: too attached to the mundane, to this world. Sometimes, they're into bodily transgression practices and/or attracted to dark magics and intranscendental stuff. I also had an inner intuition confirmed by Polona Aurea Dawn - a spiritual guide of elven soul lineage and who was the one with whom I felt really in soul resonance for the first time -, which is the following: many of the elementals here in this matrix planet became very trapped in the astral dark realms after the Fall. That's why we portray them as tricky and playing jokes to men (you know these stories of fairy rings and enchantments, etc). Now, I go on myself (not Polona anymore): I believe they're said to be small-sized for a deeper reason. In any case, I finally realized these aren't my people. I really believe there are high elven and fairy beings, cosmic beings coming from the stars and totally in tune with the angelic and thus the christ conciousness that have nothing to do with this earthly creatures. Can you recall the blue fairy from Pinocchio, who came from a star? Well, that resembles the type of being I'm talking about.

So, my conclusion nowadays is: the format (faery or elf in my case) is useful when it comes to express our "soul colour" so to say, and it's good to make use of it. But not when it becomes our alter ego and it fragments our personality so that we don't accept our current incarnation format or we close ourselves off to the world. But most of all, I learnt that being of fae / elven lineage is not a synonym of being in the light path (despite my initial naivity). So, what finally matters is the content, not the format. That's why my people will always be the people of the light path, rather than the elves or fairies because, as I'm saying, I've noticed they's such homogeneity within this group.

Despite the above explained, there's still the concept of soul group. In my case, I've concluded I'm part of an extremely reduced amount of incarnated souls who are of elven / fae celestial lineage and follow the Christ path in an esoteric way. So my top recommendation now if there's someone, by chance, who resonates with this, is the Youtube channel of Polona Aurea Dawn called ASCENSION PIONEERS. Very underated, of course, but I can assure you that what she shares is extremely similar to what Spirit has been telling me and the way I work too.

I'd also like to clarift what my path is about, because words are tricky. The Christ ascension path is not just about a person. Christ is a universal Life principle, Alive in the Heart. It's the Holy Fire, the Solar Logos. What really gives Substance to our Lives. It is felt, not even intellectually understood. And I still feel very lonely in this world because of my mystical way that not even mainstream christians can understand, but at least I have God. And it's somehow sad (but understandable, as I was kind of there once) to observe self-proclaimed spiritual otherkins have forgot about Him and just call him "energy", and this leads to confusion and dissipation of our true potential.

More and more darkness is coming to the Earth as we're entering  the Final Times phase, and I wouldn't like that the elven community hasn't heard about what's important for me now and this ascension path which is available and for everyone :)

Sending friendly thoughts to the ones who may read this,

Esther

[Tara]

Hi…

What you’ve written is very beautiful and similar to my feelings in many ways. I like that you speak about self integration and for me the elven folk and even Druidic magic have saved me during extreme trauma and helped me to recover, though over time and with friendship and love I was able to find a more integrated view and for me too that very much includes god or by any name.  My visions especially since Mount Shasta visits always include ascended masters including Jesus, mother Mary, Quan Lin, and many, many others including angels and magical beings.  The tuatha de Danann to be have been both a spiritual force and characters of stories.  It is not one or the other but all. Many ask themselves what then are these beings? And I am not sure we have to decide this or have only one answer to this that is a set belief. Maybe it is various aspects of source presenting itself in different ways rather than set identities and certainly the important factor is to be focused on light.  Being balanced and at peace and 8n harmony are in my heart, why we may see these beautiful dreams. I am not sure but suppose that people might vision the beings closely known in their culture.  We have had in the past here a lot of upset toward a Christianity due to the attacks in the past on paganism, but these were not the acts of loving beings but violence.

I appreciate your message on this subject so we can allow love in every form to be present here.  Sadly, some people attempt to convince others to believe this or that I’m not sure why but maybe to feel validated. I like how we instead look to express our own experience and I very much appreciate yours. Thank you for contributing to make this a kind and safe space. Love, Tara