My first experience with the Fae [little people] was when I was a 9yr old child.

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My first experience with the Fae [little people] was when I was a 9yr old child..

Just recapping over past phenomena & life experiences..

I had a strange experience as a kid & to this day still I cannot really explain it...

My favourite place to go was an old church graveyard down the road, I was often told by my nanny not to go there as it was a sacred place and I shouldn't be jumping on peoples graves either....LOL wrong thing to say to me, you just dont tell me not to do something with a pitiful reason... as guess what.. I will do the complete opposite...

So I'd spend all day out in a place called 'The Redwood forest', it was down the road about a mile, it was a wonderful adventurous place, with a running stream through it, and these huge Redwood trees and native bush foliage, with loads of Ponga tree ferns & Niaku palms along with some taller Cypress too...  it was between farms so one couldn't get lost in it...but I'd be building simple tree huts, while stream watching and checking out the insects & generally doing things a kid does to entertain themselves out in nature,...

I liked my alone time out in NZ nature, just doing my own thing, freedom was blissful to me.... but I liked the graveyard at the church as well & especially reading old tombstones & looking at the weathered lichen & moss covered statues, while laying in the over grown meadow grass, cloud watching and listening to the birds chattering in the trees above me...

Some days I would see some graves that had lots of flowers on them (I called them rich graves) & some with no flowers on them (I called them poor graves). I used to share out the flowers & give the poor graves some (take into account I was only about 9 or maybe 10yrs old). I knew it was wrong as people had placed them for their loved ones... but it was only flowers and they would eventually wilt & die anyway...

also I used to collect the fresh daisies, buttercups & clover & dandelions along with different grasses and make small bouquets wrapping grass around them or I'd thread leaves on the grasses in wreaths with daisy chains for the gravestones or put them in the hands of the angel statues, I loved decorating the graveyard adding colour to the dismal surroundings..

Now when my cat back then got run over by a car Nanny buried him in our garden & along with my sister & I.. we had a small ceremony, I made a little headstone for him from rocks, and I wrote a farewell poem about him and asked the forest spirits to take care of him, I told them of how much I loved him dearly as he was my best friend and I placed it under the rock & made a cross out of silver birch sticks wrapping it in twine as I had no nails or hammer....

One morning really early a few days later ...I woke up to tapping on my bedroom window, which overlooked the garden & I initially thought it was a native fantail as they would often flutter & collect spiders from the corners of the window panes... when I looked out at my cats grave however it was covered in flowers. (not growing flowers but picked ones & placed ones with clover & dandelions & roses). I was completely delighted It was a cold morning & my breath had left condensation on the inside of the window, so I rubbed the inside of the window to see better & that was when I saw there were tiny child sized hand prints on the outside of my window.

I raced to get my camera that my nanny had given me for my last birthday the year previous, so I had proof a child had been there outside my bedroom,I had the evidence it wasn't a adults hand it was too small....but for some reason I couldn't find it straight away..it wasn't in the place I'd last left it.. which was frustrating & strange as I'd just seen it there a few days before hand..so I spent more time hunting for it and found it on top of my books in my bookshelf, I'd certainly had not placed it there..was I being tricked?

I also wanted to tell my Nanny but everyone was still asleep in the house. I went down to the garden everything was wet & sparkly from frost it was mid winter at the time, I was cold and shivering. My cats grave was just to the side of the only big tree in the garden a pear tree & I could see the flowers all over it but they were not wet like the grass around it. As I got closer.. what I think was a butterfly landed on the little headstone cross..& then flew away again fast. But now that I'm older I think back to this recall and think to myself... it would have been too cold for a butterfly!! ..they dont come around in winter, so was it a fairy?.. I wondered..

Then years later, I think it was when I was around 18yrs I was still living with my parents having applied to get into university I took on a very physically demanding job on a apple orchard sorting apples into different bins to go on a conveyor belt to be packed into box's for export in the weekends.. to get more money for my impending stay on Campus and inevitably I seriously damaged my back spending weeks and months in pain, as I was using muscles I'd not used before along with constant bending, so I was having to put deep heat rub on daily and resting it as much as I could...

One late evening whilst in bed in particular pain.. I saw a light under my curtains, I thought a car had pulled up outside in the driveway but somehow I managed the strength to open the curtains, there on the garden was a beam of light roughly in the shape of a human figure the size of a small child maybe two foot tall,.. I could just make out it was definitely human looking and yet I couldn't see its face,..I could however see that its cloths were super weird to me, they appeared really old style pants & shirt & leather lace up shoes of the early 20's,.. but yet we are in the early 2000's  ...then weirdly all I did was look,..then return back to my bed, and fell back asleep again instantly...

I'd never do that once I'm awake never!.. as my mind would be racing as to who was out there at that hour.. and yet in the morning I awoke and my back was miraculously considerably better not totally healed but within a week or so I was back to my old self again.

I told people of this weird experience, my friends & family members at the time and was just met with ridicule and told I was probably dreaming or seeing things half asleep... but was I seeing things?,..I was awake when I saw it to take note of its clothing if I was half asleep I'd not have even taken any notice at all? ..and who healed my back? ...

Who was that little person in our drive way all lit up like tinkerbell? ...and or was I under some kind of a healing spell thus I went straight back to bed instead of investigating this more?..who knows?..

but years later I watched a video on Youtube it was by Manly P Hall titled:- 'The initiatives of the flame" 

I've posted it below for those who may be interested [ just chuck out the religious stuff in it]....

and was thinking like .. 'Oh my,..could I be a chosen one... to see more than anyone else can see,especially as gifted as I am?... and is this why I have the 'blue flame' that creeps across the palms of my hands too!..

People have told me I am a magical soul, should I believe them?.'...or is that ego related..

Yet here I am still piecing the puzzle pieces together even still today...

I share things of my own experiences only just being me...but I think were all crazy.. myself included,lol...especially when I mention my soul Raven life guide & my soul guardians Meirtyr & Elou, animal owl spirit guide Inanaznah, wolf spirit guide Ma'iinKaN..along with also my Dragon lesson spirit guide  Loktah, I'm in other worlds too, probably people would say a fantasy realm, but saying that they are close minded see... they are un-awakened and live droll boring un-creative lives too..they have never seen anything supernatural, nor delved into any kind of phenomena outside their own small pea sized brain..oops did I say that..

but myself I cant escape it all, every day there is something, be it other-worldly or un-explainable situations..I even saw instant Karma play out the other day..I had to laugh cos they deserved it totally..

Yet I've always thought I've seen or I hear fairies or gnomes or Beatrix potters anthropomorphic creatures,and I love to talk to animals...is this all since my nanny took me to the Royal Ballet Beatrix Potter stage performance as a kid IDK,... I dont think so...

But whenever I get to visit & walk in less traveled forests or go on native bush treks (one of my favorite things to do) & although they disappear in a blink, I always say, " how do you do, I wont be long here, thank you for letting me walk thru your beautiful playground"

But how does one explain these experiences,...let me tell you a few strange incidences again from my lost notebook I found on what I'm talking about...

It was a beautiful day back in June 2014 and I had the windows down in my car driving into Tauranga. The sky was clear blue, and I did not have the radio on as it couldn't tune into my station I usually listen to.

I was alone turning slowly onto an on ramp to a bridge which would take me to the next inlet over toward the Mt Maunganui. I had noticed, the week before when I was over there.. that some person had stuck a sign in the ground which read: 'FOR SALE', so I assumed someone was selling their piece of land by private sale.

On this particular day, standing beside this relatively new looking sign was a little man. He had his teeth clenched and his lips pulled back, enough so that his clenched false teeth were obvious to me. He had his fists clenched also, and he was jumping up and down upset. What made it unquestionable to me that this little man was not a human short person, was that he had his knees bent, and they never unbent like our knees are or want to do when we jump.

He didn't have a hat on, and although he had greyish hair, he was clean shaven with normal summer cloths a shirt & shorts, nothing was gnome looking about him in that way!...like he didn't have a pointed hat or anything green about him either!...& nothing really stood out different other than his bent knees...

He looked kinda like this guy in the image below...but smaller...now I think was he a modern day grumpy gnome or a leprechaun?

As quick as a wink I yelled out the window of my car `Don`t worry, the land won`t sell, the economy sucks`...lol why the hell did I do that IDK!!!.... And with that I had rounded the turn up to the bridge and was gone. I have thought often about this encounter, and have to my own satisfaction, decided that the only reason I saw him at all was that of his emotions he was showing, his anger made him somehow, be visible. I also believe my yelling out the window, beyond giving him information, also surprised him greatly, for I believe that he did not believe he could be seen by human people. My intention, seeing his distress was to relieve him of the burden he had just discovered in his heart.Oh how poetic I am..

How he was able to understand my yelled English out the window of a moving car I know not.. I truly believe we share this planet with others who are kinder to this blessed earth than we. I am sure that I did nothing that day to have made myself an enemy of any sort with other motorists behind me, because some other beings judge us by our silly intentions...but anyone else hearing me yell out the window would immediately think I was the insane one, cos they wouldn't have seen this wee man standing there at all..just seeing me yelling out the window at nothing..

I do believe that there are still many fairies but I also agree that our way of living (wiping out nature in every sense) is making them extinct.

Another experience from years ago, a friend & I were just playing with her dog in the garden early one evening,entertaining it. We'd just had a lovely BBQ dinner and were just talking about nothing really.. when this glowing greenish-yellowish orb started floating across the yard towards us. It was about 4” in diameter & flew around sporadically, popping in & out of sight. I admit I first thought it was a moth,but it didn't flutter it floated ,...but this tiny being buzzed my friend in her face. I looked over at her. Her jaw was on the ground in disbelief to what she was experiencing.

The tiny creature flew then over to me & darted around at face level for a few seconds before flickering in & out in a strange flight pattern & then it disappeared into the Irises in the garden bed.

When the little flying person [I say person cos thats what it looked like up close not a moth]... was in front of me, she had what I thought looked like beautiful little human legs. The glow was too bright to see her face inside the orb, but I could see an outline of the dainty figure in the orb it was so weird. When I finally had the presence of mind to look over to my friend, she said, “Gae-Gae and it had legs Vlada.”

We thought fairytales were just stories until that odd visitation and had this entity being told my friend its name telepathically cos neither of us even know what 'Gae-Gae' means?....she didn't even know and yet she'd yelled it out to me...

On speaking to other friends about this experience they all thought it must have been a flourescent bug possibly a ghost moth,..now these moths over here do glow in the night time,with light on them..they are known as a pūriri moth (Aenetus virescens), also commonly called the ghost moth or pepetuna, and they can grow rather large..but that dosnt explain why my friend spoke the words 'Gae-Gae' instantly it was in her face as moths dont talk do they..if anyone knows what it means please let me know...

Picture of a  pūriri moth (Aenetus virescens

Yes they do really exist see my photo I took above here.. I mark things that move, some aren't very distinguishable, where as others in this image I caught are the actual wood Elf's or nature Imp's or what ever one wishes to call them ..

There is one I called: 'The Archer' Nature Imp [see his bow and arrows he's carrying in a satchel over his shoulder, he reminds me of the 'Pukwudgie'...

and then you have the other one I called: 'The Sorcerer'  woodland mage Nature Imp [see his long robes and his tall hat & he's holding a staff or walking stick ]... I've circled them both for clearer distinction,...

Yes come to think of it they do stink to, I can only describe this putrid smell to be like that of swamp bog or rotting foliage mixed with muddy stagnant water, its yuck, makes you want to wretch, you think its just cos your in the woods, but maybe this is their defense smell to ward off animals if they get too close and scare them, or to chase them.

I don't know, well they do live outside in the forests and gardens after all don't they, so they are bound to be prey to the wild bores hawks, Possom & the likes...

check out this video footage of a  Imp,they even put a filter on it to prove its real footage..

Yeah this one in the video footage is very small like that of a child Elf maybe?, I've witnessed them to grow up to a height of about 67cm [26inch] tall at least & some even bigger but I dont think they are pixies,elf or Imps, I think these taller ones are inter-dimensional beings actually....

These smaller ones however they do move very fast, and often you only see a flicker movement in the grass via peripheral vision and by the time you look or your eyes focus on the area they are gone,so you pass it off as just the wind or a bird or rats , mice or a lizard or insect scurrying in the undergrowth or something like that even, as they camouflage themselves very well with their clothing,that can kinda looks like flax or grasses woven together, and they use twigs n branches,sheep hair like made into a felt material.., plus lichen & dried moss's etc, kinda like a bird would use to make its nest with...plus it matches in so well naturally so they can hide in the undergrowth & surrounding woodlands..

I totally know how it feels to experience something strange and not being sure whether it's the senses playing tricks on us, whether the experience is real or an unusual one. We like to be "rational" about things, or at least allow for a (what we call) rational explanation and are careful of not deciding on anything "supernatural" too quickly. I am very sure that the physical world is not the only thing that exists, and that people in 100 years will laugh at our ideas about the supernatural, because scientist will have advanced so much that some of these now-called supernatural phenomena will be explored and understood, at least partially.

I will tell, you as an adult,.. people have come to stay with me and been total none believers of anything, by the time they have left, their minds are wide open!

 However, I have come to realize that I was being dumbed down by my parents & religion years ago...and why I escaped from it all and follow no belief system...I'm open to everything..

What I know and can do is obviously important... My future self thought so enough to leave me messages written within a birth chart.. But my birth chart, which I did not find until way after my mother passed away, she wouldn't have liked me to even delve into such things even astronomy,...she believed in one thing only her invisible entity GOD & nothing else.. but if I told her that her GOD could thus be termed as a alien, she'd have just laughed at me...

But my birth chart tells me that I have something important to do for the planet, that I am gifted in ways that others are not.. well I knew this before I got the chart even, and I dont understand astronomy anyway...but I was writing star maps myself at 6yrs of age until my father burnt them, now I remember nothing of them at all...except I do know what planet I came from.. and how I came into creation upon it, who my cosmic parents were, and many other amazing things so I share them...

However, I must be patient with others who do not have my gifts! I have so many questions still myself. Many synchronicities occur, around me and there are many other things, ufo experiences etc... I need guidance on things still though. Where can I turn?

The local psych ward? I can hear some people thinking while you read this. I now think I do sound crazy. I wish it was all just in my mind. If I was not so technologically impaired or knew how to do a flip page ebook I would write a book or two on everything I've experienced in my past lives and all my poetry. I’ve been through so much, but I suppose it would be said:- “see that’s your imagination, running wild again Vlada and that’s why you are a good sci-fi fantasy author “..I dont even believe in the word imagination as that word shuts down ones minds ability to recall past memories etc...and then makes one believe nothing strange is ever real...I'm afraid this internet has created AI  and that it will do the same thing sadly,...no one will know whats normal life things from whats totally fake..

But still.. I will say they are for real folks, no tall tales here they are living experiences & living beings much like the elf, pixies, Fae, Imp's, gnomes or even possibly small alien type inter-dimensional entities, supernatural phenomena IDK what ever? ..term them to what ever fits your own beliefs or mindscape?..

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Yes I found a note book in a box I'd not unpacked since I moved house its all experiences over years,so I added a few tales,will add more later when I've typed them out...and yes I've had a ghost child when I lived down south she swung from the rail in my wardrobe banging on the wall, we had the landlord over thinking it was rodents,then we had exterminator in,then it went to a air pocket in a water pipe, so he called a plumber in to inspect all the house pipes,wasn't any of them,they were fine...no it was this ghost child,I wrote a whole post on this experience cos she started playing games with me.. here is that post in the link:-Ghost child in my wardrobe

[Tara]

This is very beautiful actually it’s more than one story!

I love the images and I think the little light child was just that call her what you will fairy or ghost. We’ve a child ghost at the center in Ojai he is quite pleasant or maybe he’s a fairy that seems more logical I’m not sure but I  like fairies best