Past Reflections Coming Together Once Again..

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

Past Reflections Coming Together Once Again...

About Being Shamanic In Nature/ Raven Within Me..

I was talking at a group of adolescents who had gathered around at a meeting while at a Youth Group and the following conversation took hold,we were first asked to write down who we thought we really were,then let anything else follow & just flow out on the page..

Here we go,this is what came forth on my page..

Firstly, you must have a heart of the darkest blackness..and yet that must be combined with the utmost of Love.

Secondly, you need to have a wonderful gift with words just as I have, and be able to write awesomely, be cool, write dark poetry about blackness and darkness energies entwined with that of fire..it keeps people wanting more...

Thirdly, you must emanate a kind of deviant-ness and or badass darkness from every pore, be spontaneous and yet mysterious at the same time like I do unknowingly...this dosnt mean one has to be evil..just mysterious,keeps one thinking just who is this guy....

Fourthly, you must have dark wings like that of a Rook or Raven black n blue & green feathers like the Oraphim kin in the ærherical realm & light body suit, I have a bit of both because I am truly deviant-ness...hahahaha..just jiving...

Fifthly, you must be able to endure heartbreak and despondency on a daily basis and be able to put down all your feelings into sublime poems, that catch peoples breath and take it away just as I seem to do so often.

Sixthly you must be able to wear black for every occasion as well.... Even if it's just going out for your ration of a Vege burger or a Jack Daniels at a club on the weekends. Which is what true deviant ones like me existed on years back, social butterfly through & through ....

Seventhly [if there's any such word lol] you will need to master the arts. like painting or to be musically minded and play guitar & vibrate on a very high frequency with a drive that's insatiable for knowledge and wisdom yeah!!...thats me alright ..well aint that just like you all love me for hee hee -shrugs shoulders

Eighthly [is there any such word again, I'm not so sure,just rollin now] ..be multi talented and be able to put your hand at absolutely everything that comes your way no matter how hard be the task in frount of you, the ability to take up the challenges, and strive to achieve it to the best of ones abilities..

Ninethly [again is there any such thing, I'm just making this up as I go along really if you havnt already noticed].. but you have to have the most warped sense of humor utmost craziness, and be the total nutter to push that spark of light into every soul you come in contact with, not an easy task without making yourself be looked at in very strange ways, but I have the motto:-

'anyone who takes himself too seriously always runs the risk of looking ridiculous; while anyone who can constantly laugh at himself does not'

..works just fine for me..

Tenthly [this is looking very good, nearing the end now] ...add all the little life skill motto's to the equation like Life does not have to be perfect to be wonderful, and some people make headlines while others make history..Love doesn't just sit there, like dead brown stones.

It has to be made, like bread, remade all the time, made, new..and achievement is largely the product of steadily raising one's level of aspiration and expectation and the minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for, or the big advantage of a book of knowledge that's very easy to rewind, close it and you're right back at the beginning.. hmmm lets just stop here shall we..as all is just expressionism...

I'm capable of doing soul merging therapy, this was taught to me via all my Soul Life Guardians to heal myself... but I only do this with people who I have got to know on a personal basis first, so please feel free to pass on my words here to him/her that if they friend request me and we connect properly one on one thus they will know what outcome will happen from it aye.

We as True Starseeds volunteered to have a chance to help humanity remember in more ways than just one too.. this is our true potential, this incredible power and beauty we hold in our powerful soul energies, but some are forgetting this through focusing on minute details that do not matter at all?.. some of us are ignoring what the great consciousness shift truly stands for by focusing on subjects that will have no place in the new world that is soon to (be)merge. Things such as what race is evil or good in space, contacting space people, whether we are evil or not, which belief or path has merit, whether UFOs visiting earth are ET or military, who is deceiving us and who is not, the darkness, the light etc etc...the list can go on forever and ever.

When what we should be really focusing on is how to improve the lives of those around us, those who cross our paths, how to safely get truth out in to the world, how to protect mother earth, how to raise awareness on various subjects, how to expand humanities consciousness, how to network, meditation and furthermore just showing humanity how incredibly big and amazing they are, how they are loved so much on all levels, we need to focus on driving them away from the conspiracies, the doomsday propaganda and externalization in general so that they may internalize and see the majesty of spirit within.

I find that some of us are still focusing on self, self self, [The 'Me,Me,Me Generation' I call it] so lets move away from self!  and expose our true inner desire and missions which is connecting to everyone else! we don't necessarily need to make a scene about it, we don't have to stand on the roof tops with a loudspeaker and shout that we are extraterrestrials here to save everyone that's not the point and besides its another form of self.

Sure it is important to take care of the vessel our cosmic energy currently inhabits but if we do our jobs right we can get humanity to the point in which they can go with in and let spirit guide them in turn transforming this present reality from one of suffering and dogma to one of peace and unity.

Perhaps we are not all ready to take these gigantic steps yet we are however prepared to move on from the seas of confusion that are currently rising within our being.

Yes it is important to grow but not to loose sight of our original purpose which is something I have only recently begun contemplating, time even if it is an illusion is of the essence on planet earth and a true Starseed knows this and understands that we are not on earth to play games I was told this by an older friend in which I grew angry because I did not want to face that fact or I wasn't ready to however know, I know that she was speaking truth even if I wasn't ready to accept that truth.

I may sound very forceful at the moment but I have just cause to be like this, I cant afford to keep holding peoples hands especially since some here are a lot older than myself and like many are literally hanging on to my words, but are not helping themselves with them, instead they are just floating along for the ride,...

I admit I kinda have high expectations of the people I offer my guidance to and if I don't see results coming forth, I'm apt to take a step back and let them keep on floating in their own dream words, not allowing them to keep me stagnant, and as a true Starseed and a messenger I cant stay stagnant and not move forward myself and so they waste my time & energies.

Sometimes it's not time to change someone's views, and you can't force them to change until the time is right. Any attempt at forcing view changes despite their unwilling desire to change is counterproductive. That's why listening is a highly useful skill to have. By listening to people and their opposing views, you can determine their trigger points and more support for your own thesis. When people are triggered, they stop listening. When you suspect that triggers are inevitable, save the conversation for another time. If you can approach the conversation in a way that doesn't seem hostile to the opposition, they may draw the same conclusion themselves. Instead of the conversation determining the person with the right stance, the conversation determines that you both are trying to accomplish the same goal.
People want to be heard. How it is for them now SEEMS LIKE ...The Truth!

Often the first thing out of my mouth is what after said disappears and I am in a better position to take in what others have to add. I will practice letting them speak first and handle the uncomfortableness first...I think that builds trust...so how could I tell the inner adolescent in me that it will get better?

I think resonance has a lot to do with re-experiencing what you have taken on in your energy field,as in I carry this energy and so I attract it. Life goes on and I'm working on changing my field.

There’s a point when I grasp a little wish to live, to be here, to enjoy.. to fantasize I can and I deserve free flow thoughts.. there’s like this massive feeling like a BIG NO that invalidates viscerally any chance and I keep in freezing mode.. my body feels tight and rigid. It hurts.. and feelings are now after years coming back little by little with a lot of help and self isolation so I can feel some peace and silence that helps to relax.. but where I would love to be is outside in the world as from the begging of my life.. I had to accept patience cause my inner child needs to be, just to be, and there’s this massive block like a big and heavy energy all over me.. pushing down.. I can feel the heaviness . On other side my adult self who wants to develop as a man and one day be a partner.. is trying to teach this little child in me .. and help him leave the inner cave where he’s hiding.. But shame.. this big NO.. I just hope it one days leaves my cells.. I’m doing all that I can..I'm Human..

While in the subject of listening though, just try and bail out while you can when you spot a narcissist ok. They have no desire to make you a better person out of the monologue (not a conversation). Coffee and launch breaks are their territory, so try siting at a different table when you detect one. You're gonna notice they will actually move on to someone else or somewhere else, but never stop talking. You're just an audience.

If there is no possibility of a common ground or goal,...  THEN RUN FOR THE HILLS!!!

I hope you understand this...I was just having a bit of fun, reflecting over the past again, old thoughts bring out new notions... reminding myself just how I define myself, its a damn shame we cant rewind it all at times, rearrange it then live it all over again, especially the good fun times......lol..

Raven Leads My Way Again..

~Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ aka Reɪvən ღ

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