What I experience, requesting help/opinions of what I could be.

[Lunestia]

This place doesn't seem to get a lot of traffic... so I'll just leave this here for when someone does come by and sees it. These are the things I've experienced in my er... Kinhood? Odd word any who. Please forgive the organization structure, it's more for me to stay organized in posting this.

 Phantom Limbs:

My phantom limbs almost never experience pain. On rare occasion I'll get a wing cramp, which I feel outside my physical body. However that's it, I haven't never felt someone walk through or touch my phantom limbs.

• Something that feels like wings on my back. They attach right around the shoulder blades. I can move them for the most part, but my left one seems to be bound or has some kind of injury. I can leave my body spiritually and fly, but I use magic to fly. My wings aren't necessary.
• I feel some kind of of thing on top of my head. I can move them I think. for the longest time I thought they where fox ears. However they very well could be horns. I felt them jerk forward at one point, like they grew an inch. That hurt. I generally have to focus on them to feel them? Unless they are something else entirely. Possibly a second kintype? If I really do also have a kitsune kintype, I am still unsure and it feels less likely.
• I seem to feel an extension past my physical ear. Like what I'd imagine Elf ears to be like? I can't really say much past that because there isn't much to it. I can move them around a bit but that's it.
• At rare times I'll feel a tail, I generally have to focus on it to feel it. I can't tell if it's just one tail or more then one.
• Whenever I have decided to active feed off energy, be it ambient energy I collect or from people. I can feel phantom fangs, almost like a vampires. However this only happens when I decide to engage in such things. I do not need to feed, and I've studied up on psychic vampirism, so I am aware of it happening. It doesn't happen unless I wish for it consciously. Ambient energy is either energy left around, or energy from the moon... oddly.
• Other very rare ones are feeling fur along my entire body, that gets overwhelming fast. I do not believe I've ever felt a muzzle? If I have it's extremely rare to the point I can't remember it.

This seems to be all I really experience in terms of phantom limbs. If I remember anything else I'll let you know.

Synergies:
I have a few things I heavy resonate or synergize with. Things that feel like they draw or pull me. Others calm me.

• The Moon: is probably one of the biggest ones. I've always felt heavily drawn to the moon.
• Night is another big one, it correlates with the moon in a sense. However not just the moon and darkness call me, the stars also do. I feel alive outside at night, I love taking walks at night. Especially if there are nature areas around me.
• Water as a whole, swimming, rain, thunderstorm... even taking a shower is very relaxing to me. I feel like my elemental affinity might even be water. Last December I had the chance to swim in the ocean again. I hadn't done that since I was a child, the previous ocean trip the waves where way too violent. I put on some flippers and dove for shells for hours it felt like. Being under the water was like being at peace, belonging... for what felt like the first time. I felt like I was finally home. I have considered aquatic fae due to this.
• Nature, forests, streams anything like that. Being out in nature gives me the same kind of endorphin hit that being in my lovers arms does. If it has a stream running through the woods, even better.
• Music, I have a deep love and need for music. I mostly listen to techno now a days. 

Physical things:

Of course, these physical oddities could be absolutely nothing. Some people claim some traits physically do come from otherkin.

• Night Vision, I have very strong night vision. My eyes also transition pretty quickly from light to dark environments. I can make out everything in the dark, except maybe fine details.
• On the flip side, I have photophobia. Which means bright lights hurt me. Flashing lights have been known to give me a migraine.
• I am also headache/migraine prone. Especially in public with a ton of people.
• I have had prophetic dejavu, aka seeing the future. Sometimes I remember seeing it ahead of time, other times I don't. Like they come in a dream. The dreams of the future are rare now a days, but I've had them a few times. I get the prophetic Dejavu's about once or twice a month. I have been seeing them as... checkpoints I guess? If I don't have one for a long while, I'll assume I'm no longer on the right path.
• I also have empathy, and some other psychic abilities. Although they are nothing of granger. I can read emotions through text, can generally tell when someone is upset even via text. I tend to get feelings about people I meet immediately, and they are rarely wrong. When I was younger I could guess the color of someone's walls. First try I'd get it right. However I've lost this ability as I got older. Was very bazar. 
• Irish descendant, specifically I'm from the house Duncan. I do have ginger hair.
• Eyes, people have said my eyes change colors. Someone even said once my eyes turned purple. Sadly I didn't have a mirror or anyway to see it myself. My eyes are extremely light colored, they look grey from a distance with a grey-blue dark line around them. Once you get up close is when color is obvious, they are a light blue, with some green splotches. I also have partial heterochromia, my right eye has a brown splotch that looks like a crown above my pupil. There is no brown in my left eye.
• My hearing is honestly insane, I don't know if it's cause of my "audio processing disorder". Or if it's something else, basically I can hear everything around me and I can't filter out anything. 
• I honestly think I'm stronger then I should be? I'm not claiming super human strength or anything, but I'm a 5'3 women at 150lbs... yet I can lift 50+ lbs with ease. I've never really worked out till recently either.
• Being physical just feels odd to me. I bump into think constantly like I should be able to go through them. Feeling heat and cold also is very bazar to me when I was younger. Eating doesn't bother me much, probably cuz I see it as a simple pleasure, foodie.

Dreams:

My dreams are NEVER based in reality, or anything from the mortal realm really. Minus humans or humanoids.

• I've had some recurring dreams since I was very young. The recurring is mostly just sequences. I have three or four that have showed up multiple times in my life. I could go into detail about them if someone wishes.
• I am generally not myself, as in not who I am in this life in my dreams. I'm generally someone I don't know, yet they feel familiar. I don't keep track of them, so I don't know if they are all a small group. Or if it's random people every time. I've also been a male in 3 of my dreams, that I can recall.
• I have had a few dreams of being what seems to be elf like? I posted one in my introduction, here it is again though:
  
  "I was some noble or maybe even a princess of the Fae. Walking along the beautifully colored brick roads. The bricks where hues of reds, yellows and oranges, the sidewalk was big, enough to accompany one car but there where no cars. The houses where beautiful, they where like reverse tear drops almost, with the points at the top. I couldn't even tell you what type of material it was made of. It looked almost wooden, like a whole tree had been turned into a house. The bark moved along the shape of the house. I was walking down the street with another women, I guess she was a maid? I'm not sure but I treated her like my best friend. We would be greeted by people we passed, gentle chatting and then continue on. The trees where also gorgeous, shades of red, oranges and yellows again. Some trees had pinks and purples, others blue and green. It was a very strange place honestly, but not in a bad way. It was like a world where nature, magic and the people lived in harmony. Ofc we also had pointed ears. Waking up from that was caused severe culture shock."
  
  I also had one where I was in some type of... I don't know? It looked like an amphitheatre. It was made out of some type of white stone, and there where people gathered in the seating area. I was sitting on the stage, and I was being exanimated if I was one of these people. To be clear they all had elven ears, very graceful and beautiful looking. It seemed like a majority of them where wearing robes. I remember I had blond hair and I kept telling myself I was going to fail. However they told me I was one of them after the test. Surprised me. I may have had pointed ears but I am unsure.

That's pretty much all for dreams atm.

Visions: 
I struggle with visions honestly, meditation doesn't come easily to me. So getting visions is rare, it also doesn't help that I doubt myself on them a lot. It is also very rare for me to have a strong visual during these things. Most of the time I just feel movements, feel emotions, so on. Forewarning some of these are a wee bit violent, I've dumbed it down though.

• Felt falling then an impact on my back. Stood up and made light shaft appear on my hands, golden in color that turned into swords. Dueled with whoever hit me out of the sky. He got my right cheek, right shoulder and finally stabbed his sword through my left lung. Leaving himself open and I slammed my sword through his head. I stumbled back and fell to the ground. Ripped the sword our and screamed as blood came up my throat, I spit it on the ground and began to heal myself. Someone came and helped me up, then took off flying since my wings where damaged or broken.
• I had this crazy dream a long time ago that was all in black... like everything was a shadow. I was cutting through monsters with a giant scythe... They where all like shadows but at the same time I could see what they where. Originally I thought they where demons but, obviously not. I think they might have been void monsters. I believe I was killing them as they where coming out of a gate of some kind. It was probably the most exhilarating thing ever.
• sit cross legged and put your forefinger and thumb together, creating a tight-ish tear drop shape. Put it on the gore of your chest and let it pull negative energy to it. Also help it a bit. When ready trap it there, flip your hands over and press them into the ground. So the forefingers are facing you.
• I walked into what seemed to be like a war tent. The main tent from what I could tell. In front of me was a male with honey golden brown skin, pure white hair, golden slit eyes and white wings on his back. I knew I was the same coloration as him. I was wearing armor that seemed to be from semi-medieval times?

I've had other visions but I've come to accept they are probably fake, or I made them up. I still have them all written down however.

Other things:

• Nocturnal; I have a much easier time sleeping when the sun is up. If it wasn't for the fact that I had to do things during the day. I'd still be nocturnal, it's much simpler for me. I have a lot more energy during the night, and sleeping at night can be difficult. Along with being much more quiet. 
• Death doesn't bother me, for some reason I've never been bothered by death. Even as a child, for me it's just "They are in a better, safer place now." I even feel maybe it should be celebrated? Someone's passing?
• Grey-Asexual aka Demisexual; I don't know if this really counts for anything, however I do not experience any type of physical attraction. My attraction comes purely from mental and emotional bonds with someone. The same goes for my romantic orientation.
• I asked someone to describe my energy, this maybe wrong but they said: Old, Calm, Dark, Heavy, Large and Civilized (Instead of chaotic). He said my energy reminds him of autumn colors. This person is not really into the occult persay so his reading could be wrong. He is pretty gifted with tarot though.

If you have any questions let me know. I would like whatever in sight you can give me into what I could possibly be. If you relate to any of these things? At the moment I'm mostly considering Sidhe in the Elf like appearance variant. I also have said I've considered some type of aquatic Fae, like a Naiad or Nereid. Today for some reason I've woken up pondering being some type of Angel again. One that never severed a master, must be because of my wings. They are probably what I feel and notice the most while doing things that don't require a lot of focus.

[Lunestia]

Really? I did see mention of it in a few places but no real info. So a feather winged elf is marked as an angel? Do you have more information on that?
Speaking of wings I'm going to start another discussion. Just wanting to hear what other peoples wings feel like.

Morell Sunweaver said:

Only the most powerful beings of any kind are able to shapeshift physical body here. astral body any race can shapeshift here. On other worlds it depends on physical laws of the world.

I don't think that there is anything on winged elves out there, as any winged being is automatically marked as angel here.

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

Yup it says in those links below, and it mentions they fell into the sea also.

https://www.libraryireland.com/AncientLegendsSuperstitions/Sidhe-Ra...

https://www.libraryireland.com/AncientLegendsSuperstitions/Fairies-...

[Lunestia]

So feather winged elven/fae would be considered Sidhe... which are still a type of fae. Interesting, I've read this before. However I think interactions here, and on Mythcord... plus the description I gave on the new discussion. Has really cemented the fact they are very likely feathered wings. I do remember being connected to the source at one point... (This article was very eye opening for that). However I don't know if I'm a fallen, or if I've risen through the levels of ascension to connect with the source. Aka being on par with angels in terms of enlightenment and closeness to the source. Or if I will ever feel that connection to the source again... I hope I do. I do miss it. I wouldn't consider myself a fallen... at least not at this present time. I guess I will start to learn more as time goes on.

Edit: I guess I should clarify. There are two theories on how the Sidhe came to be. One is they are descendants of the Tuatha De Danann. Which would mean they are basically very old Fae, who have risen to the level of Angels. The other is that they are fallen angels. I am not sure which one I believe personally. 

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Yup it says in those links below, and it mentions they fell into the sea also.

https://www.libraryireland.com/AncientLegendsSuperstitions/Sidhe-Ra...

https://www.libraryireland.com/AncientLegendsSuperstitions/Fairies-...

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

Anyway Lunnisia it dosnt matter how much information we share to you on this post,as the true you will only show when you connect to your higher self,you must do the inner work ...at the moment your a seeker soul, but not really getting anywhere from seeking from all this info by the looks of things.. as you move from one thing to the other, all is a miss mash,your a Otherkin, your a fae,your a dragon, your a angel, your a water aquatic Fae,your a sidhe etc.. do you see its all blended...as your still in mind..

still your mind,..all answers lie within,DNA Activation is the most effective method for creating that permanent connection to your Higher Self.

When you connect to your Higher Self, you also experience self actualization, self mastery, healthier relationships, abundance, self love, happiness, and full truth...so then you can enter to your Lahun chakra [found at the base of your spine] at ease you find all the answers to the real you, where you've been, why you came here,your mission & path etc etc etc..To deny ones self, thoughts and feelings is to hide ones true self, when not being true to ones self causes more damage to ones energy and the energy we put into the ether and collective at the same time, ..It effectively damages everything within ones reach and beyond....
Whether ones true self is reciprocated, understood, liked or even loved is not what is fundamentally important, but more the strength one has within to live for their selves without lies or falseness, ...

Instead step into freedom and walk ones steps which grant one the ability to meet others along your journey who's energy vibrates in a way that compliments our true self...does that make any sense to you..

[Lunestia]

I see... I've never heard of such a method? Do you have a guide or more information on how to do such a thing? I've never head of the Lahun chakra, let alone entering it to connect to your higher self. I am quite interested in such. Guidance would be highly appreciated. 

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Anyway Lunnisia it dosnt matter how much information we share to you on this post,as the true you will only show when you connect to your higher self,you must do the inner work ...at the moment your a seeker soul, but not really getting anywhere from seeking from all this info by the looks of things.. as you move from one thing to the other, all is a miss mash,your a Otherkin, your a fae,your a dragon, your a angel, your a water aquatic Fae,your a sidhe etc.. do you see its all blended...as your still in mind..

still your mind,..all answers lie within,DNA Activation is the most effective method for creating that permanent connection to your Higher Self.

When you connect to your Higher Self, you also experience self actualization, self mastery, healthier relationships, abundance, self love, happiness, and full truth...so then you can enter to your Lahun chakra [found at the base of your spine] at ease you find all the answers to the real you, where you've been, why you came here,your mission & path etc etc etc..To deny ones self, thoughts and feelings is to hide ones true self, when not being true to ones self causes more damage to ones energy and the energy we put into the ether and collective at the same time, ..It effectively damages everything within ones reach and beyond....
Whether ones true self is reciprocated, understood, liked or even loved is not what is fundamentally important, but more the strength one has within to live for their selves without lies or falseness, ...

Instead step into freedom and walk ones steps which grant one the ability to meet others along your journey who's energy vibrates in a way that compliments our true self...does that make any sense to you..

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

[Lunestia]

So... she basically said we need to clean out our issues. Accept that they are there, and they will clear away and the chakras will open? So basically I just have to heal for it to open up? 

Now my question is how to "enter" it. Does that mean via meditation visualizing entering that chakra? That I will find the answers once I do? Or do I have to unlock them all, and have the first chakra expand and touch the final one?

Honestly I have not dived deeply into this end of the spiritual stuff. So I'm very much like a fish out of water here. Basically I'm a novice, except for the fact I am working on my issues and trying to reach a zen like state... I've been working on that for years. 

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

[ënagualí~ᏉLAᗪἇ ኔጡ።]

Yes Lunnesia thats why you require to heighten your DNA first..via meditation to get there..as I do not know your soul frequency I cant choose the theta frequency beats that would open your chakra's,that would be your own choice mainly..

I resonate on a different frequency to most souls as I'm a elder soul I need a theta binaural Htz up above the 528Htz range as I'm shamanic in nature so require deeper tones to send me off into trace states.. the younger souls seem to resonate off another frequency to that,there are many activation video's on youtube..

Being your Elven/Otherkin maybe the sound frequencies you resonate with could be around normal 432Htz..I'll add to this comment for you to try,if it dosnt feel right to you.. then I recommend you search to find the right one that activates you fully within your soul own frequency vibration. I hope this is of help.

and this may help to open your third eye IDK?..worth a try...

[Lunestia]

Sorry I stupidly focused in on the Lahun Chakra because I was intrigued. What is DNA activation and how do I do it to permanently connect to my higher self? That's the first step before even getting the the Lahun Chakra.

Lunnesia said:

I see... I've never heard of such a method? Do you have a guide or more information on how to do such a thing? I've never head of the Lahun chakra, let alone entering it to connect to your higher self. I am quite interested in such. Guidance would be highly appreciated. 

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Anyway Lunnisia it dosnt matter how much information we share to you on this post,as the true you will only show when you connect to your higher self,you must do the inner work ...at the moment your a seeker soul, but not really getting anywhere from seeking from all this info by the looks of things.. as you move from one thing to the other, all is a miss mash,your a Otherkin, your a fae,your a dragon, your a angel, your a water aquatic Fae,your a sidhe etc.. do you see its all blended...as your still in mind..

still your mind,..all answers lie within,DNA Activation is the most effective method for creating that permanent connection to your Higher Self.

When you connect to your Higher Self, you also experience self actualization, self mastery, healthier relationships, abundance, self love, happiness, and full truth...so then you can enter to your Lahun chakra [found at the base of your spine] at ease you find all the answers to the real you, where you've been, why you came here,your mission & path etc etc etc..To deny ones self, thoughts and feelings is to hide ones true self, when not being true to ones self causes more damage to ones energy and the energy we put into the ether and collective at the same time, ..It effectively damages everything within ones reach and beyond....
Whether ones true self is reciprocated, understood, liked or even loved is not what is fundamentally important, but more the strength one has within to live for their selves without lies or falseness, ...

Instead step into freedom and walk ones steps which grant one the ability to meet others along your journey who's energy vibrates in a way that compliments our true self...does that make any sense to you..

[Morell Sunweaver]

I'll add to that, that if you can, use headphones, they in most cases are able to produce far better sound than speakers and they can do better spectrum of frequencies. For these sounds they really make a difference.

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Yes Lunnesia thats why you require to heighten your DNA first..via meditation to get there..as I do not know your soul frequency I cant choose the theta frequency beats that would open your chakra's,that would be your own choice mainly..

I resonate on a different frequency to most souls as I'm a elder soul I need a theta binaural Htz up above the 528Htz range as I'm shamanic in nature so require deeper tones to send me off into trace states.. the younger souls seem to resonate off another frequency to that,there are many activation video's on youtube..

Being your Elven/Otherkin maybe the sound frequencies you resonate with could be around normal 432Htz..I'll add to this comment for you to try,if it dosnt feel right to you.. then I recommend you search to find the right one that activates you fully within your soul own frequency vibration. I hope this is of help.

and this may help to open your third eye IDK?..worth a try...

[Lunestia]

I'm going to reply to both of you in one message, I think that will make this easier.

Before that, I wanted to address something you said earlier. "your a Otherkin, your a fae,your a dragon, your a angel, your a water aquatic Fae,your a sidhe etc.. do you see its all blended...as your still in mind.."
I guess I should probably clear this up. I only use otherkin as a term because as far as I know it means "A non-human soul". It is the easiest way to explain that, however I do not consider myself "otherkin". I have a large distaste for the word honestly, that's probably because of the stigma that's grown around it. I am just a "Non-human soul", I just use the term for faster communication. 
The reason I am using Fae is because I know I am somewhere within that umbrella term. I am some type of Fair Folk, so to simplify things I am just using Fae. If I ever understand more so of what I am, I will not be using the term Fae.
Sidhe, Dragon, Angel and Aquatic are all things I am exploring as a possible addition to being some type of Fae. These are just things that I feel could possibly be part of my answer. More so Sidhe or Aquatic then the others. The dragon just came up purely because of phantom limbs. Horns, wings and tail. It's just something I'm contemplating but seriously doubt I am.
I hope that clears things up a bit, I didn't realize that I should clarify things till last night before falling asleep.


Now moving onto the next part. When you said DNA Activation I was very confused honestly. I wasn't expecting something like this. I have honestly never heard of an activation frequency, or a frequency that can help you connect with your soul better. I did sort of know that spirits and energy all vibrate on different levels, I just didn't connect the word frequency to it. Thank you for this, I will see if the 432hz does anything for me... but honestly I am partly doubting it. I am expecting to be higher up in the range like you. I might not be though, we will see. So the goal of this is to trance out to the sound semi-quickly? If that doesn't happen I'm guessing I should look into others? Hopefully that channel has more... just in case.

I will try the third eye one first I think. I was a little surprised because I had just recently been looking into her stuff. So I am quite interested in what this video will say. 

Morell, thank you for suggesting headphones. I was probably going to use them anyways because I do not want to disturb my SO. However I hadn't even considered using headphones for that purpose. I have some pretty nice studio headphones so it should come through very nicely.


Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Yes Lunnesia thats why you require to heighten your DNA first..via meditation to get there..as I do not know your soul frequency I cant choose the theta frequency beats that would open your chakra's,that would be your own choice mainly..

I resonate on a different frequency to most souls as I'm a elder soul I need a theta binaural Htz up above the 528Htz range as I'm shamanic in nature so require deeper tones to send me off into trace states.. the younger souls seem to resonate off another frequency to that,there are many activation video's on youtube..

Being your Elven/Otherkin maybe the sound frequencies you resonate with could be around normal 432Htz..I'll add to this comment for you to try,if it dosnt feel right to you.. then I recommend you search to find the right one that activates you fully within your soul own frequency vibration. I hope this is of help.

and this may help to open your third eye IDK?..worth a try...

Morell Sunweaver said:

I'll add to that, that if you can, use headphones, they in most cases are able to produce far better sound than speakers and they can do better spectrum of frequencies. For these sounds they really make a difference.

[Lunestia]

Updating my previous reply, seems we are on different time zones... so I figure leaving this here for you when you awake is best. I went through all the frequencies I can find and compiled a list of them based on their effect on me. 

Frequencies:

Strong Effect: 639, 777, 999

Medium Effect: 396, 528, 555, 852, 888

Low Effect: 417, 432

No Effect: 174, 285, 714, 783, 963,

Now that I have this list and know what one work for me. I do not know if these are opening my chakras or not though. 999 has the strongest meditation effect on me, it's very easy to slip into meditation while listening to it. 639 and 777 also are pretty easy for me, however not as strong. 

I guess my question now is, what do I do with this information? Beyond just meditation I mean. How can I tell what ones are opening my Chakras? 

Ꮙℓἇ∂ἇ ኔጡ። said:

Yes Lunnesia thats why you require to heighten your DNA first..via meditation to get there..as I do not know your soul frequency I cant choose the theta frequency beats that would open your chakra's,that would be your own choice mainly..

I resonate on a different frequency to most souls as I'm a elder soul I need a theta binaural Htz up above the 528Htz range as I'm shamanic in nature so require deeper tones to send me off into trace states.. the younger souls seem to resonate off another frequency to that,there are many activation video's on youtube..

Being your Elven/Otherkin maybe the sound frequencies you resonate with could be around normal 432Htz..I'll add to this comment for you to try,if it dosnt feel right to you.. then I recommend you search to find the right one that activates you fully within your soul own frequency vibration. I hope this is of help.

and this may help to open your third eye IDK?..worth a try...